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| standing in crowd who was shrieking my name, i missed that numb voice and in middle of that eternity i felt as i lost a battle of love |
Friday, February 27, 2015
lost battle
Sunday, February 15, 2015
Thursday, February 12, 2015
another hypothesis
I live in this hypothesis that people should be known to sadness and loneliness as per its so monotonous being optimistic every time... so that when they come as unwanted guests people don't feel strange at all having them at their doorsteps.. you know people should stay awake for weeks.. should walk silently for hours in heavy rains with bare feet.. should see the empty wall of their rooms having the clock that's ticking seconds,,minutes and then hours the whole night... should see themselves in mirrors and cry like infants.. *sometimes... only sometimes* to become used to these phases of being pessimistic so that when happenings..surroundings.. people who they love.. anything that is around them would hurt and tear their souls .. they don't feel the bitterness but only sweetness of those moments of affliction...Just like that.. to be optimistic again...!
Question mark
in dreams..
we see things we want to see in our grooves but we don't have them... those unasked wishes...we see our passions as like they are confronting us only at some miles...
it looks like if we'll unroll our arms a little wider we'll get them all ..with a little gesture of a single part of body we can get everything of World we want to, all the fantasies are like coming true but what ?
what happens when we do open our arms wider to get them.. those passions those aims those wishes those devotions start getting away from us.. as we chase them they start getting farther.. we never get any of them in our hands... in our grip in dreams that's strange about dreams.. dreams only let us "see" but don't let us "clutch" them ..
in realities
we forget them .. those desires those longings in our realities just become our "dreams" and stay there for a long. that's a difference between dreams and reality.. we don't try to make those passions of our dreams at a little distance from us. We continue our routines as we were doing yesterday and the day before yesterday.. we make no connection of those glittering eyes we dreamed about last night to this bare handed reality...
Actually the problem is we are too lazy.. too much lazy to climb the mountains of our lives from the hardest paths it shows us.. we are a age who finds ease everywhere in everything.. as all say "Easy come easy go".. and many other maxims.. Alas ! these dreams are flying away and we ain't bothering about them... isn't it so bad being grasped in expectations( some of our own to us and some of others to us)...I always think this World that was created for us and then we made certain rules and regulations to live in it .. these by-laws should be a little different .. they should had allowed us to live our dreams as we are taught by nature we had been also taught this by our society.. you know sometimes when we are descending deep in the ocean of thoughts it feels bad that we are so stuck in our life's circle that we ain't feeling like to cross these circles to go beyond the boundaries to live what we want to..is it what we were created for? .. question marks !!
we see things we want to see in our grooves but we don't have them... those unasked wishes...we see our passions as like they are confronting us only at some miles...
it looks like if we'll unroll our arms a little wider we'll get them all ..with a little gesture of a single part of body we can get everything of World we want to, all the fantasies are like coming true but what ?
what happens when we do open our arms wider to get them.. those passions those aims those wishes those devotions start getting away from us.. as we chase them they start getting farther.. we never get any of them in our hands... in our grip in dreams that's strange about dreams.. dreams only let us "see" but don't let us "clutch" them ..
in realities
we forget them .. those desires those longings in our realities just become our "dreams" and stay there for a long. that's a difference between dreams and reality.. we don't try to make those passions of our dreams at a little distance from us. We continue our routines as we were doing yesterday and the day before yesterday.. we make no connection of those glittering eyes we dreamed about last night to this bare handed reality...
Actually the problem is we are too lazy.. too much lazy to climb the mountains of our lives from the hardest paths it shows us.. we are a age who finds ease everywhere in everything.. as all say "Easy come easy go".. and many other maxims.. Alas ! these dreams are flying away and we ain't bothering about them... isn't it so bad being grasped in expectations( some of our own to us and some of others to us)...I always think this World that was created for us and then we made certain rules and regulations to live in it .. these by-laws should be a little different .. they should had allowed us to live our dreams as we are taught by nature we had been also taught this by our society.. you know sometimes when we are descending deep in the ocean of thoughts it feels bad that we are so stuck in our life's circle that we ain't feeling like to cross these circles to go beyond the boundaries to live what we want to..is it what we were created for? .. question marks !!
Saturday, February 7, 2015
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