Ignorance

Do you  even know what it feels like to be ignored? You give your best and  think about someone  every time and that person knowing everything still ignores you , like you are invisible, not hear able , your whole existence does not matter to them. You give them a door to enter your heart and break it and shake it and tear it apart until your soul shed tears of blood. You tell them each and everything and they hide things from you  and lie to you lies big enough to be forgiven  but you forgive just because you want everything to get well. You try hard for everything to figure out but at the end all what happens is you end up feeling useless,  lonely, isolated  though the whole world seems to be walking with you but deep inside its only you and your loneliness.

 The person who was supposed to make you feel better and happy  leaves you lying wounded in a darker and deeper ditch of isolation.

A Goodbye

HE : i am in love  
SHE : really ? come on tell me with whom
HE : not yet 
SHE : you can trust me with it 
HE : To be honest  at the moment,i love everyone. i cant even tell a single name whom i don't love 
SHE : *stares amazed*
HE : what's with the flowers?
SHE : well i bought these flowers for you but , i guess now they are of no use .
HE : i love flowers,i will love to have them 
SHE : they were for the love of my life .. but now i guess i have lost him somewhere ... well you can keep it .. in case you find him
HE : yes, i am good at keeping things safe 
SHE : well i wont agree .... you just smashed my heart before turning away
HE : you never asked me to keep it,i never accepted to keep it. it was lying there on my doorstep 
SHE : heart is never asked to be kept ... if it is to be kept ... it is kept ... otherwise it just lies there .. on a doorstep .. or some dinner table on a date night
HE : you expected it to be a date night. i never said that we were dating. a dinner , a mere dinner? with my friend? was there candle light,roses,music? NO 
SHE : there was candle light ... when u were busy noticing the bling of the street ... there were roses when u had your eyes on that tulip garden ... there was music ... music of soul ... when u were too busy in noticing the voices of the crowd
HE : those street lights,tulips,and the crowd. that was romance. I've been in love. I've been hurt, I've cried. and the day she left me; all this made no sense to me anymore. 
SHE : so i was right u were still moving in the valleys of past . while a person was there to make u a part of her future? may be i cant fill her space but i am still here to give it a try  because i just cant see all those streaks of pain in your eyes
HE : my eyes sparkled because of her. i had the brightest smile because of her. i laughed on stupid,lame things it was HER. every time. how can i be so stupid i never realized. she was not anyone, she was my LIFE. i can never explain my love,because words wont do any justice to her breathtaking beauty. you are my once in a lifetime friend and always will be. i never felt the way i felt when i was with her 
SHE : love is to be felt not expressed in words she never valued u she had the most loyal person in front of her but she ignored because all she wanted was some bloody money and from that day u closed your hearts to everyone but i assure u one day this love of mine will melt that shattered heart .one day when u feel the warmth of my love , the purity of my feelings, friendship is the first step of love
HE : you dare not say anything about my love,money?i could do anything for her. ANYTHING *throws the wine glass away* i closed my heart,i closed it for everyone. i spend my days,i cant live them anymore. no matter how hard you try darling, the door of hearts are to be opened from inside 
SHE : that's the point .. she was just using you .. she just mocked your feelings ... leaving you feel worthless ... and wounded ... but these are the wounds from where light will enter .... and the doors will be opened from the inside ... life goes on ... soon u will feel those butterflies rambling in your stomach ...your heart racing at every sight of mine .... the worst of the days changing into blessed ones ... time will do miracles ... and that's the promise of a true heart ... *goes away smiling*
HE : someday,just not today. 
SHE : *turns * i can wait a life long for that day. goodbye

see o ye!

come and see O ye!
what you have done to me.
when does my morning come?
when does the nights set in?
you took away my bliss,
My life, now it's mess
come and see O ye!
how fate has treated me.
it has made me desperate about you
i had all my devotions for you
i needed you that fiercely
And imagined you and me
In that field
out beyond limits and conditions.
come see!
See what happend,
all the fantasies vanished.
disappeard as by magic.
i woke up empty handed,
all dreams burnt,
Eyes haunted,
Only ashes flow down my lashes,
come and see O ye!
That what you did to me,
My love was all i had,
You burnt away my dream,
Come and see O ye!
How fate has treated me

-Qaynat