feelings kept hidden but were true !!

it does not matter if i pretend to b true,
in watevr i said with r without ny clue,
the only thing which matters r ma words,
the random thoughts i have for you,

the life of mine is not a puzzle,
its simply compact yet so strew,
feelin the diffrence is the only task,
which i expect to b done by you,

wanderin in dreams and catchin fantasies,
i nvr thought id let the tym flew,
now at ths instance ive made a choice,
that i'll prefer to live besides you,

so let it b done cuz m feelin alone,
let me b hidden inside you,
this life b the only witness,
cuz aftr ds i may not b with you,

copyright by maDDy

Ignorance

Do you  even know what it feels like to be ignored? You give your best and  think about someone  every time and that person knowing everything still ignores you , like you are invisible, not hear able , your whole existence does not matter to them. You give them a door to enter your heart and break it and shake it and tear it apart until your soul shed tears of blood. You tell them each and everything and they hide things from you  and lie to you lies big enough to be forgiven  but you forgive just because you want everything to get well. You try hard for everything to figure out but at the end all what happens is you end up feeling useless,  lonely, isolated  though the whole world seems to be walking with you but deep inside its only you and your loneliness.

 The person who was supposed to make you feel better and happy  leaves you lying wounded in a darker and deeper ditch of isolation.