khaki ko ek khat

Suno khaki!

Log mhje sa wajja poochty hai k aisa kya hai jo mhjy tmhri taraf mayal krta hai? Log poochty hai aisa kya hai jo tm mai hai aur baki wardiyoon mai nhi? Aisa kya hai k tery agay kuch aur jaajata hi nhi? Yeh tu mai b nhi janti k kya hai jo tmhy itna purkashish aur khoobsurat banta hai. Mai tu bs yeh janti hn k jb sa mai na ankh kholi hai tmhy apny ass pass mehsoos kiya hai tmhy hi dehka hai aur tmhri hi aseer rahi hn. Tmhra rang is mitti ka rang hai tu yeh mitti tm sa aur tm is mitti sa kaisy juda ho skty ho? Tmhry rang k aagye yeh sb rang bekar hai. Aur jb tu kisi k jism par zebtaan hota hai na tu jaisy sb kuch us mai motabaar ho jata hai. Tum ek aisa nasha ho jis k baad na koi aur nasha charta hai aur na hi koi aur nasha asar krta hai. Aur meri misaal tu us piyasay insan jaisi hai jis k pass pani hi pani hai magar wo usko pee nhi skta. Mery jism mai laho ban kar dhoorta hai tu. Tery bina na tu kisi cheez ki chahat hai na kbi ki. Mai beshak tmhry liye un lakhoon mai sa ek hn jo tm par marty hai jo tmhri kashish mai deewanay hai magar mery liye faqat tm sirf wo ek ho jis k baad koi aur na tu jaajata hai aur na hi bhaata. Jis k na honay sa saans k roknay ka andaaysha hi laga rehta hai. Tu bs yehi arzoo hai k apny ap sa kbi b door mat karna warna yeh zindagi tu khtm hi hai tmhry bina. 

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